..Loneliness...

There have been quite a long time i din touch my blog. Today, I hav a very strong feeling. When i stepped into the house, every room was empty. I was so afraid of this kind of feeling. Even the leaves fall also can hear..

U had left me...This is 2nd day. The first nite, I lied on the bed for 2 hours. I couldn't get into sleep at all... Tat nite I slept at 4a.m. smth. When i turned my sight to the bed u slept be4, there was no one on the bed. My tears shed from my eyes.. I really not used to sleep alone. Even now.. In my heart... I can feel tat there are mounting arrows get tru my heart.. My heart is blooding..

When i viewed tru the photos we took together.. My heart... felt sour again.. I tot i was so independent to be alone. But, I was wrong. May be 1 year ago, I was but now I'm not anymore. Since ur appearance, u made me felt.. a lot of happiness. U share secret with me, sadness with me...happiness...

I remembered the first few weeks u came, U cried sadly. I felt sad with u too.. When i knew the reason, I really sympathy u and hate the person hurted u deeply. At last... U accepted back that person. So, All i could do, WISHING U HAPPY FOREVER. Now, U left me with that person. This was ur choice. I will respect u and understand u.

I dunno since when ...u have occupied my heart so much. Just wanna tell u that, I will love u in depth of my heart. Sometimes i showed silly actions and said i missed u simply.. U said u dun believe me. I kissed u, u rejected me. I really meant to do so.

I love u and miss u so much... Fren XXX..