Sunday, January 25, 2009

~可爱家乡~

终于,昨天我回到家乡了!很兴奋!很开心!家里装修了一点点...公公的精神比以前好了很多。现在已能借着拐杖慢慢。



二十三号那天,我做了个决定留下来。我不知道自己会不会后悔。就当是给自己一个机会更了解他。我打了电话,拒绝了吉隆坡那里的工作。回想起来真的有点不知是对或错...

今日,我怪他..我开玩笑地怪了他说,他动作很慢,约了我吃早餐结果到他家了他还没准备。告诉他说太迟了就没停车位。他听了后,不开心。问我需要这样讲他吗?时间观念问题吧...我认为自己没说错。他就不跟我说话,从他家到店,到吃完早餐,到我送他回家。他一句话也没说。拜拜也不说了...真的有必要这么生气吗?

让我觉得,有点后悔了这么决定。我很怕,我没有信心。当我想到要面对这样的人三个月,我真的没信心..

不过,我还是想试一试...不谈他了,说说家里的事。今天我和妈妈一起做海苔片。和妈妈一边聊,一边弄。很开心,很温馨...总觉得在家里还是最好。有爸爸妈妈的保护。今年弟弟不在家,只有我爷,爸,妈,和我。团圆饭就由我和妈负责。我的宝贝有叫我去她家吃哦!不过不好意思啦..有一年也是去她家吃。我妈说这样不好看啦..今年自己家有煮。自从婆婆去世后,家里已没有吃所谓的团圆饭了。好怀念哦!

不知为什么...觉得好想回到童年。昨晚,我和我前男友出去游车河。他告诉我一些事,我..不懂要给什么反应他。

突然之间,觉得为什么男女之间很难有“好朋友”这种友谊。从以前到现在,我一直都当好朋友是好朋友,不论男女。我不能接受自己好朋友告诉自己原来对我不是抱着好朋友心态。朋友告诉我说他怎样怎样我,我都说不可能,我们是好朋友。直到有两次这事情发生后,我信了。以前我也同样问过这问题男和女之间不能只有纯纯地友情吗?现在想起,觉得可笑。哈哈..原来自己一直在给自己找借口逃避事实,只因为不想友情变质。

现在,自己变了。比较大方面对事实。哈哈..就直接告诉朋友,自己珍惜这样地友情,希望他也是。还好,一些还是接受了,维持好朋友。不能接受的,说他没脸见我。那我也不能怎么办啊!男人真是奇怪的动物!

回到家乡,有好多朋友联络我出来见面~哈哈..好忙哦!可是,今年选择了留点时间给家人。爸爸抱怨我说每次回家都没看到我的人!哈哈!没办法啦!以前贪玩..朋友叫喝茶就立刻丢下手上工作跑人!哈哈...现在老啦!定性了点~哈哈...也怕很少机会了..因为出去读书也见不到他们了。这就算了!他们都不打电话给我,就为了省电话费!哈哈..我爸妈都是节俭从家的人。他们不打,我就自己打咯!

我的另个宝贝就要飞着回来了~一路顺风哦!

在此,预祝新年快乐!恭喜恭喜!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

HaPpY Chin3se NeW yEar

Today is my second day reached at bintulu,Sarawak.Huh...Long time din write blog..y?wat happen?hahaha...coz my modem has broken down.Cannot on9 for half months...~!!huh...But it's a good matter also...haha..coz we cannot watch movie, so can concentrate on studies~

Last nite around 7.30p.m i reached at bintulu. Jimmy came to pick me up. Miss him so much~when i saw him, i was 'shocked'.Wow~Such...a...hahaha....coz he told me tat he get thinner 4 kg dy. but...wat i c is...hmmm...

I was so so so so so excited!!!coz long time din come back hometown~miss my hometown so so much~miss the food...miss my papa and mama..and my dear brother...dunno how r they.But i cant get home right after i reached sarawak. Coz the road from bintulu to sarikei was broken due to land slide. Hometown!!I'm back!!!hahahaha....

During my examination period, i keep on thinking..I must study hard coz after this i can enjoy. Unfortunately, I have running nose after taxation paper.Too bad..It started to get worse and hence becum flu...Wuwuwu....I went to see doctor dy but it seems helpless. I even get worse!!huh...So, on the other day, during pm paper,i totally cannot think wat i had read!sigh...I think i've got to resit. Wuwuwuwu....

Until now,I still hav running nose. Somemore itchy in my throat..so suffer...Really worry tat i cant have a healthy body on CNY~hehehe..This morning i went to interview. They offered me a much lower allowance than i can get in kl's firm. But wat can i do??At the beginning...I really really feel unwilling...dissatisfied...so much so much..I think of many reasons to pursue myself to agree with him to stay here.

One of the reason tat i feel dun wan to work at here is because i really dun get used with the life here without all my kepo frens...really feel bored!

May be I have already get used tat many frens around me...talk with me..play with me...But now...huh..I'm not yet sleepy and wanna talk..but he....sigh...become pig already!!!His life is really SYSTEMATIC!!!!!!this is wat i choose...wat can i blame?who can i blame?

:'( Baby, Honey, Darling, Dear, Sweet Heart, Dear dear...Dear dear dear.....I miss u all!!!so much!!!!wuwuwu...i afraid i'll regret for this decision. I really so miss u all....

I know i have to be optimistic..so...sad jor a while...now need to recover. I believe i'll have smth better than my expectation for wat i had decided. Baby, u all too~Happy always~I'll very very miss u all~

Joey~Good luck for ur paper tomolo. MA is tough but once u overcome the fear on it,u'll be able to do well! Gambateh o!!!All my dear dear~Happy Chinese New Year~!!!!!!!Love u!

Thursday, January 1, 2009

HappY nEw yeAr 2009


1/1/2009

Holiday today..planning to shopping one..but change to sing k.hahaha...still 4 of us. We booked jor 2p.m. But Andy them almost 4p.m only reached here...His car tyre puncit. then went to ket wai's shop there.




Two So Lou Singing~~




My Honey and me~~Sweet sweet~~I love u!



After sing k, teacher and I went to shopping~huhu~~I saw one pant. Quite nice..but no stock for my size. Sigh..decided to find it out at other outlet. Rush time....Andy fetched us to pj have bak kut teh again...Hmmm...Nice!!!Dried bak kut teh!!Hav u tried it be4??


Look like OL har???hehe...This is david's seat~



Look like boss teaching his employee??Wat is she laughing about?


Then, he said got smth to do at office. Urgent..So need to go to his office finish it immediately after dinner. So , we waited him at office..and photographing there...hmm....8.30p.m went there..

Atound 12.30a.m only finish..!hehe...too bored at andy's office...so write down a wish..now going to leave..bye~



Count down 2008

31/12/2008


This night, we went to count down at Sg wang KL. Haha...Suppose to count down at Look Out Point. But..finally we choose the crowded place..Since, this will be the only year tat Jr stays at here, so we choose a place that she can experiences the crazy and crowd nite~






Haha...Of coz..tat nite we got sprayed a lot. There were only me, Jr, Ket Wai and Andy went to celebrate together. Where's all my baby? Oh...Almost of them accompanying their bf. KK and Joey follow Soon Leong's gang. My baby watched movie with her boy boy at home..while us?Haha...



Fireworks....Huh...quite nice~


After tat, we decided to go nga nga shan yam cha. Unfortunately, traffic jam horribly. Cox nga nga shan is too limited to fit so many ppl. So, we changed plan to a place near old klang road (i think so..just guess..i saw the words written there.) We went to yam cha a while..sam pat sam pat a while. Actually Andy was sleepy..coz he din sleep for 48 hours dy!!!!huh...

David also joined us when yam cha..Hehehe...Jimmy keep calling me and ask me to go back home earlier..We were being unhappy for a period that I keep going out for few weeks continuously. Hehe...yeah yeah..I know it's my fault. I'll stay at home most of the time for the following weeks. Coz...........EXAM is coming soon!!!!!!


Haha...Wish all the TARCIAN~ Good luck in exam and hope everyone can get flying colours in ur paper~


HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!!!